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  • Complete the work tasks before 15:00 (Western Indonesia Time)
  • Learn Deutsche, an hour every after work!
  • Sleep before 22:00 (Western Indonesia Time)
  • Wake-up before 5:00, even when you no need to go to office!
  • Learn English every Saturday.
  • OK, Saturday is my sabbatical day.

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