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Applying Indonesian Passport

- my obsession over going abroad and making a plan to go to singapore, visit my sister and her children
- felt anxious and applied passport immigration impulsively despite my shabby financial management
- my experience about going to immigration office in east jakarta.

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Nowadays, I realized that I am always looking for people who is working or studying abroad or specifically living in Germany. Like two weeks ago I sent a direct message to a guy who is half Indonesian-German and living in Germany as a journalist. I also sent a message to an Indonesian guy in Quora who is studying and working in Berlin. He is studying media communication, as the subject that I'm interested in studying. And the latest, I asked a phone number of my best friend's friend who had a master degree in Germany. LOL

But then the bad part of mine, after I sent them a message and then they replied, I hesitate to reply. It because of my anxiousness of not being capable to give them good questions or going to make their time wasted. Aish, what a reason.

Okay, it's out of the topic. 

At that time, I had a video call with my sister and her friend. We talked about this and that. Out of nowhere, the word "Singapore" came up and we searched for ticket availability. We found out that in this year, we would get the cheapest price at minimum five hundred thousand rupiah. It was a good idea until we were facing the passport expired time. Oh, the funny part is I haven't yet get any one. LOL.

I haven't got that because since then I never think about flying or getting holiday overseas. Yeah, for me who did not have a lot of money, didn't consider to have a holiday to a foreign country. I was thinking that I'm really poor and my money is for keeping family's needs. tbc


Location: Jakarta, Indonesia

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